Doctors are the healers and the helpers. But what happens when it’s the doctors
who need the healing and the help?
An estimated 300 to 400 doctors die by suicide each year, a rate of 28 to 40
per 100,000; more than double that of general population (according to a review
of 10 years of literature on the subject presented at the American Psychiatry
Association annual meeting in May 2018).
per 100,000; more than double that of general population (according to a review
of 10 years of literature on the subject presented at the American Psychiatry
Association annual meeting in May 2018).
Doctors who die by suicide often have untreated or undertreated depression or
other mental illnesses, a fact that underscores the need for early diagnosis
and treatment.
other mental illnesses, a fact that underscores the need for early diagnosis
and treatment.
However, the stigma of a mental illness may be too overwhelming for some
in the medical community to deal with, and they often mask their pain, rather
than seek help. That’s why Dr. Michael Weinstein, a surgeon at Thomas
Jefferson University Hospital, is so very brave.
in the medical community to deal with, and they often mask their pain, rather
than seek help. That’s why Dr. Michael Weinstein, a surgeon at Thomas
Jefferson University Hospital, is so very brave.
When his piece was published, Dr. Weinstein couldn’t anticipate the
response, but said he received an overwhelming number of affirming
messages from people from all different walks of life. However,
perhaps most importantly inthis case, he heard from many colleagues in the
medical field from across the countryand across the world who saw themselves
in Dr. Weinstein’s story, and no longer felt alone in their own journeys.
“I realize that, from the outside looking in at me, I’m in potentially a position
of power, of
influence. I’m in a world that could be stereotyped as a world that should be strong
and courageous and infallible,” he said. “Telling a story from that perspective might
both be able to help folks in similar situations.”
Today, Dr. Weinstein is on a new path of healing. He has embraced Buddhist
philosophy, and has found the practice of mindfulness meditation to be an
important part of his recovery.
Listen to him read excerpts from his inspiring essay “Out of the Straight Jacket”
and listen to his reflections on his journey to date in this very moving
OC87 Recovery Diaries video.